Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Praise Thy Father Daily
I have found tremendous solace,
When I seek out the Lord daily,
I like to do it with consistency,
Throughout my day,
Constant thanks and prayers,
Because I can feel the Devil fighting a fight against me constantly,
Trying to get me to feed into my fears, worries, and doubt,
But I refuse to, because my heart has become unbreakable,
I know the Lord's love for me supersedes that of any human being on this planet we call earth,
I know that the true and final Paradise,
His Kingdom,
Has yet to come,
And clear this evil filth that has taken a global grasp among all cultures, lands, peoples, and all aspects of life,
Like a universal disease for our kind,
In the worst of stages,
Poverty, famine, all of our children dying, being abused, neglected, without the foundation of love in their lives,
How can we expect to raise a generation that will live their best lives and fulfill their childhood hopes and dreams,
When all they are confronted with as they grow older is wickedness of the brother towards the brother,
And the sister to the sister,
Their emotions all tangled up, they want a way out, when they hit adolescence because they face the pressures of society for the first time and find it difficult to be who they are and thought they could be,
They see their dreams fall apart and others put them down, destroy their little hearts,
Therefore now we have the child against the child,
What will it take for us to realize,
Tragedy upon tragedy,
What will it take for us to realize
That joy-killing our animals, our trees and plants, polluting our rivers, having massive 'accidents' like oil spills, nuclear spills, easily forgotten until the next one and mass-near extinct killings of the innocent because of wars/theft of substances, abusing the use of our elements, and intelligent mankind abilities that Thy Father has given to us, we use our natural gifts with bad intentions?
Then we go into shock when Mother Nature rears her ugly side, and takes thousands of lives with a single wave, fall of rock, dividing of the earth, and sweep of her furious wind?
How can it be that we as a human race cannot seem to keep simple commandments right?
But then again invent governments of small groups of men to create, enforce, toil and change, hypocritically thousands of laws, rules, and regulations amongst an already divided people? And expect them all to follow and agree?
How can we not universally love and help each other?
With Our Basic Needs? Water, food, shelter, love, clothing, and living our dreams? Building a world of communion as One.
How come we cannot raise up as one people and feel the Spirit amongst us all?
Why can we not raise our children with true love, parenthood, nourishment, and dedication?
Worst of all why can we not all Believe?
But constantly contradict each other with irrational walls and barriers and prejudices because of each own individual's personality,
Greed, envy, jealousy, hatred, violence, maliciousness, vanity, pride, gluttony, and neglect.
Rather than realize that since the beginning of mankind's recordings,
The world at one point in time was not this populated,
Tribes, groupings, and persons had multiplied, but were still relatively small, and knew where one another resided only as far as they could, because still many were spread out,
That was upon a time trade and to live was shared by the duties and responsibilities among the people of given communities,
That surplus and trade were not regulated once upon a time by currency or even gold and silver for that matter,
That all the great kings and their kingdoms have fallen, though they came one upon the other,
Languages were thought up, recorded, and spoken amongst spread out peoples,
We know that there is an origination for text and beliefs among peoples all over the earth,
But much originated and happened in Europe, Middle East, Asia Minor,
The term 'religion (s)' and the interpretation of the word has been broken up nowadays into a million different definitions and teachings that I do not know of that term nor use it in my life.
But I know how to teach LOVE.
We are all much descended from unity and now the most hybrid generation upcoming to exist,
Have many ancestral and forefather ties alike.
Judge no man, for you are not the one to be the judge,
He is,
But look upon Thy Own Heart,
Make sure your ways of living are right,
Though times have been foretold,
And many have been called, few will be chosen, and few will be saved,
We must push on to spread the love, charity, faith, and hope for every single person to possess,
And realize that once we are born, we are to die physically,
But there is a chance for our soul's to be saved to immortality,
Every deed, thought, and action that we commit during the course of our lives will be judged by the Son of Thy Father,
And He says that no one gets to the father except through Him,
I know who I was then,
And who I am now,
I have let go of my past, shed off the dark robe, and put on the light robe,
I have committed my life to a life of living my dreams, love, and guiding and leading the youth.
I praise Thy Father daily and give thanks for everything,
Because it could always be worst,
And once upon a time it was,
But Faith is a powerful tool,
And it is my ultimate protection against my fears,
So live, love, give, and cherish your loved ones and precious memories with all you have.
Love each other and Praise Thy Father Daily
-
Wise Owl Lady
When I seek out the Lord daily,
I like to do it with consistency,
Throughout my day,
Constant thanks and prayers,
Because I can feel the Devil fighting a fight against me constantly,
Trying to get me to feed into my fears, worries, and doubt,
But I refuse to, because my heart has become unbreakable,
I know the Lord's love for me supersedes that of any human being on this planet we call earth,
I know that the true and final Paradise,
His Kingdom,
Has yet to come,
And clear this evil filth that has taken a global grasp among all cultures, lands, peoples, and all aspects of life,
Like a universal disease for our kind,
In the worst of stages,
Poverty, famine, all of our children dying, being abused, neglected, without the foundation of love in their lives,
How can we expect to raise a generation that will live their best lives and fulfill their childhood hopes and dreams,
When all they are confronted with as they grow older is wickedness of the brother towards the brother,
And the sister to the sister,
Their emotions all tangled up, they want a way out, when they hit adolescence because they face the pressures of society for the first time and find it difficult to be who they are and thought they could be,
They see their dreams fall apart and others put them down, destroy their little hearts,
Therefore now we have the child against the child,
What will it take for us to realize,
Tragedy upon tragedy,
What will it take for us to realize
That joy-killing our animals, our trees and plants, polluting our rivers, having massive 'accidents' like oil spills, nuclear spills, easily forgotten until the next one and mass-near extinct killings of the innocent because of wars/theft of substances, abusing the use of our elements, and intelligent mankind abilities that Thy Father has given to us, we use our natural gifts with bad intentions?
Then we go into shock when Mother Nature rears her ugly side, and takes thousands of lives with a single wave, fall of rock, dividing of the earth, and sweep of her furious wind?
How can it be that we as a human race cannot seem to keep simple commandments right?
But then again invent governments of small groups of men to create, enforce, toil and change, hypocritically thousands of laws, rules, and regulations amongst an already divided people? And expect them all to follow and agree?
How can we not universally love and help each other?
With Our Basic Needs? Water, food, shelter, love, clothing, and living our dreams? Building a world of communion as One.
How come we cannot raise up as one people and feel the Spirit amongst us all?
Why can we not raise our children with true love, parenthood, nourishment, and dedication?
Worst of all why can we not all Believe?
But constantly contradict each other with irrational walls and barriers and prejudices because of each own individual's personality,
Greed, envy, jealousy, hatred, violence, maliciousness, vanity, pride, gluttony, and neglect.
Rather than realize that since the beginning of mankind's recordings,
The world at one point in time was not this populated,
Tribes, groupings, and persons had multiplied, but were still relatively small, and knew where one another resided only as far as they could, because still many were spread out,
That was upon a time trade and to live was shared by the duties and responsibilities among the people of given communities,
That surplus and trade were not regulated once upon a time by currency or even gold and silver for that matter,
That all the great kings and their kingdoms have fallen, though they came one upon the other,
Languages were thought up, recorded, and spoken amongst spread out peoples,
We know that there is an origination for text and beliefs among peoples all over the earth,
But much originated and happened in Europe, Middle East, Asia Minor,
The term 'religion (s)' and the interpretation of the word has been broken up nowadays into a million different definitions and teachings that I do not know of that term nor use it in my life.
But I know how to teach LOVE.
We are all much descended from unity and now the most hybrid generation upcoming to exist,
Have many ancestral and forefather ties alike.
Judge no man, for you are not the one to be the judge,
He is,
But look upon Thy Own Heart,
Make sure your ways of living are right,
Though times have been foretold,
And many have been called, few will be chosen, and few will be saved,
We must push on to spread the love, charity, faith, and hope for every single person to possess,
And realize that once we are born, we are to die physically,
But there is a chance for our soul's to be saved to immortality,
Every deed, thought, and action that we commit during the course of our lives will be judged by the Son of Thy Father,
And He says that no one gets to the father except through Him,
I know who I was then,
And who I am now,
I have let go of my past, shed off the dark robe, and put on the light robe,
I have committed my life to a life of living my dreams, love, and guiding and leading the youth.
I praise Thy Father daily and give thanks for everything,
Because it could always be worst,
And once upon a time it was,
But Faith is a powerful tool,
And it is my ultimate protection against my fears,
So live, love, give, and cherish your loved ones and precious memories with all you have.
Love each other and Praise Thy Father Daily
-
Wise Owl Lady
Monday, January 27, 2014
Wise Owl Lady Poetry from 12-22-2013
'It's Ironic when look at Who I was then,
And the woman that I am now,
How changed I am...
I used to think,
I could run from my past,
Escape the pain, heartbreak, insanity, and darkness,
But I found out that when I faced my past,
I fell down upon my knees,
And let down my shields,
I was alone and I just let it all out,
I cried tear upon tear until a light,
Shined down upon me...
I suddenly was able to forget
my past, my guilt, my loss, and my tribulations,
I woke up and saw my strength,
I saw my reflection...
I saw my Father...
I found Jesus,
I broke through these spiritual barriers,
These tests of faith are for a lifetime,
My wisdom grows,
But so does the battle between good and evil,
The mind versus the heart,
Dreams, perseverance, love, charity,
sacrifice, leadership, commitment, strength,
Companionship, nature, spirit, willpower, faith, and prayer.
Never forget those things.
Sunday, January 26, 2014
I CORINTHIANS CHAPTER III
I. Corinthians, III.
1 And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ.
2 I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able.
3 For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?
4 For while one saith, I am of Paul; and another, I am of Apollos; are ye not carnal?
5 Who then is Paul, and who is Apollos, but ministers by who ye believed, even as the Lord gave to every man?
6 I have planted, Apollos watered: but God gave the increase.
7 So then, neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth: but God that giveth the increase.
8 Now he that planteth and he that watereth are one: and every man shall receive his own reward, according to his own labour.
9 For we are labourers together with God: ye are God's husbandry, ye are God's building.
10 According to the grace of God which is given unto me, as a wise master-builder, I have laid the foundation, and another buildeth thereon. But let every man take heed how he buildeth thereupon.
11 For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ.
12 Now if any man build upon this foundation, gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble;
13 Every man's work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man's work, of what sort it is.
14 If any man's work abide which he hath built thereupon, he shall receive a reward.
15 If any man's work shall be burned, he shall suffer loss: but he himself shall be saved; yet so as by fire.
16 Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you?
17 If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy: for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are.
18 Let no man deceive himself. If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world, let him become a fool, that he may be wise.
19 For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, He taketh the wise in their own craftiness.
20 And again, the Lord knoweth the thoughts of the wise, that they are vain,
21 Therefore let no man glory in men: for all things are yours;
23 And ye are Christ's: and Christ is God's.'
Wise Owl Lady's Poetry
'All I smell are hypocrites,
Here take a sip,
You can't even handle it,
This is a life of sin,
Ignorance, while living it,
Smellin' bliss,
Ain't the same as being blessed,
Take a hit... progressiveness,
Negatives lost, zero tolerance,
No hinderance,
My pain is real,
Fooled me one, no big deal,
Did is twice,
Stabbed with a knife,
I laid low,
Scared to take another blow,
Picking up the pieces,
Had my heart bleeding,
Eyes weeping,
Hallucinating, snoozin, pukin, life wasn't no use and,
I thought I was through,
But all that it took,
Was for me to just forgive you,
'And now I know,
Here I am,
There you go,
And now I'm gone,
Won't be found,
You're really gonna miss having me around,
I thought I was through,
But all that it took,
Was for me to just forgive you.
-wise owl lady
'This pain is real,
time conceals the secrets of the past,
Yea that secrets of the past,
Shit flew by so fast,
Though it wouldn't last,
Did it all for the people,
Workin all night with pens and needles,
Put my mother in a new home,
She's on a throne,
But she don't even know it though,
Love I had to sacrifice,
Always down for the ride,
Only cruise the streets at night,
Passions multiply,
Had you by my side,
But you live a lie,
Oh, but now you want to deny,
This chick ain't got the time,
No time to waste,
Forget your game,
I can't relate,
Time to migrate,
It's too late,
The sun is shining,
The tide is rising,
So high, I'm flying,
Next time I bring them bottles,
Let's share the level,
You bring the glasses,
We know lover's rebel.'
-wise owl lady
'Try me, bind me,
No pain, treat me nicely,
No complaints, still the same,
A little bit older,
And bolder, sort of like a soldier,
Hard to believe at one point in time,
You convinced me of your lies,
But now I put you on blast,
Now in the past,
Rewind. pause. now take it back,
I wasn't tripping, you really put me last,
It's not that I don't love you,
I can just love a little bit more than you,
Shed my robes, show my scars,
Why are you hiding in the corner?
Afraid to show who you really are?
You became a ghost to me,
A haunting presence that I can almost still see,
Once upon a time you used to scare me,
Now you don't even phase me,
Zero quantity, what about quality?
Trust me, I get you,
See right through you,
No longer am I bound to you,
Now my abundance will reap three-fold without you,
It's a giant loophole,
But I made it without you,
Just don't forget to thank the One Above you,
It is He that sent you. '
-wise owl lady
What A Woman Needs: An Excerpt from Wise Owl Lady
(Since the season of love and romance is literally right around the corner, I wanted to share an excerpt on my very own personal vision of love)
"What a Woman Needs" by Wise Owl Lady
'All I know is that nowadays it seems that love is a game that two can play,
Yet deep down within my heart I know that it really isn't that way,
I know the woman that I am now and the girl that I once was,
I've known what it feels like to have all your love destroyed so that there became none;
It seemed that the doors that I knocked upon to give my love,
Were wicked ones, full of anger, pain, betrayal, and sorrow... it made me numb...
When I cried myself to sleep at night,
Tossing and turning with nightmares,
I reached for you and you were not there,
When I fell down to my lowest of lows,
I looked for you and you were not there,
When I tried and tried again to get you to accept my love and the woman that I've become,
You turned away, you left, couldn't handle the baggage that this woman brought,
Couldn't handle her pain, her loss, her tears, her tragedy,
You were so selfish, vain, greedy, vengeful, self-owing, prideful, and ignorant,
That you left me behind, abandoned me, and I was all alone in the dark....
I thought is was all over for me...
Then I saw a light,
I looked up upon it,
There He was, Thy Father,
He lifted me up, mended my broken wings,
Wiped away my tears, let His Son carry me,
He saw my prayers, my anguish, my weaknesses,
And he gave me the opportunity, as he always had, to right my wrongs,
I had to runaway,
Dust off the dirt, the doubt, the insecurities,
And become A WOMAN.
I had to let go of the past and all of the lies, make-believes, and what-ifs,
I had to accept, realize, and see His purpose for my life,
Thy Father's love is so real,
He knows every hole, gap, and wound within my heart and soul,
I saw my dreams come to life, right before my eyes,
When I walked away from the darkness, the negatives, and all the evil that was in my life and mind,
It still brings tears to my eyes,
Because He's so good to me, even when I feel that I deserve so little,
And I know that my purpose and impact in this world is extremely important,
I also realized that the Man that the Lord has prepared for me,
Will be a God-fearing man,
A man that may come with some bruises, scars, and tragedies of his own,
But we will come together in matching grinds, soldiers of Christ,
Knowing are impact will reach far and wide,
Inspiration, love, hope, charity, and sacrifice,
He and I will fight, side by side,
We will see our dreams come alive,
When the time is right,
I will see him and love him for the MAN that he IS,
He will see me and love me for the WOMAN that I AM,
Our energies will be destined to combine,
Our love will be like the cleansing of the rain,
The warmth of the sun's rays,
The caress of the wind,
And our passion will be this eternal flame,
I know that the Man that The Lord has yet to join me,
Will be the King of my Life forever and I his Queen,
We will know what true wealth means,
Rolling in rags and in riches, just laughing,
We know that the Kingdom we're shooting for is still Unseen,
His Kingdom Come, Thy Will Be done,
On Earth as It is in Heaven,
This will be the Grand Finale for me,
That is why I am not seeking out just any man for comfort, security, temporary,
The One will come to me,
There's is no other greater love to work towards than what He has planned for me. Wise Owl Lady
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Daily Rejoice
Another day,
Wisdom gained,
Blessed to say,
I continue to find my way,
Set my heart free,
I can finally breathe,
Nothing no longer has a hold on me,
It makes me feel rather giddy,
In time we change,
Never meant to stay the same,
A mission to fulfill,
A prophesy that has been foretold,
Fear no evil,
Fear not my friend, enemy, brother, or sister,
But to spread unconditional love to one another,
What a blessed day!
I rejoice in it so,
Refuse to look back,
That curtain is now closed,
Oh how amazing does it feel,
To set my spirit free,
I know that he is protecting me,
Readying me,
For my destiny
-Wise Owl Lady
Wisdom gained,
Blessed to say,
I continue to find my way,
Set my heart free,
I can finally breathe,
Nothing no longer has a hold on me,
It makes me feel rather giddy,
In time we change,
Never meant to stay the same,
A mission to fulfill,
A prophesy that has been foretold,
Fear no evil,
Fear not my friend, enemy, brother, or sister,
But to spread unconditional love to one another,
What a blessed day!
I rejoice in it so,
Refuse to look back,
That curtain is now closed,
Oh how amazing does it feel,
To set my spirit free,
I know that he is protecting me,
Readying me,
For my destiny
-Wise Owl Lady
Monday, January 20, 2014
A Walk with Thy Father- Daily Meditation Recommendation
When I think about caring for myself,
I do not think about the physical,
I think about the mental, emotional, and spiritual,
So many days, if I can, in all seasons,
I take my daily walks with my Father,
I develop a routine depending on my surroundings and location,
And I just let go, put on my music,and go,
Similar to Forrest Gump's running drive in the film,
except I walk :)
I take this as the time for me to relax, let my thoughts out, and pray,
I take in the glorious sky and it's ever confusing displays of clouds and sudden changes,
I feel the warmth of the sun on my face and it feels like home,
Even with the snow, or the rain, or the wind,
I still can feel the light energy from being outdoors,
And it just lifts my spirit to new heights,
I can just breathe,
And in this world I tell you it is hard to truly just breathe, especially fresh air.
Let it go, let it all go,
Let your thoughts run free,
Understand, think things out, and remember what life is all about,
And who you are and desire to be,
Feel your lungs,
Feel your blood flow and body muscles work,
Your heart beats and develops a slightly amped pace rate,
There is nothing better to me than a good daily walk,
And I feel re-energized, renewed, and enlightened when I'm through.
Definitely a great Meditation for the Mind. Body. Soul.
-Wise Owl Lady
Truth be told,
To me, the meaning of a home is long gone,
For me, it's like being in the military,
Home is what I'll see after the battle has been fought and the mission done,
For me, no other street could compare, especially not no Wall Street,
For the road Christ walked was of love, and one would think,
I know how to love, that is me,
And realize that things in are world do not have to be the way they are,
We all contribute to the ruins of our world,
We all pay the price,
We all watch each other suffer, hurt, fail, and fall daily,
With open eyes and ears,
It is a norm,
Because we seek what we want to seek in this life,
Not what we should,
I have loved blindly,
But now I cannot be shaken,
My heart has been crushed,
But rebirth has taken its place.
My energy remains positive,
Even when I feel the magnetic strength of the negatives,
I continue to fight on,
Every step I take with faith, strength, and drive,
My intention is not to come out alive,
Because I know it is my soul that I must keep safe,
When this life is long over, my body at rest,
I always remember His saying:
'Sit thou at my right hand until I make thine enemies thy footstool.'
To me, the meaning of a home is long gone,
For me, it's like being in the military,
Home is what I'll see after the battle has been fought and the mission done,
For me, no other street could compare, especially not no Wall Street,
For the road Christ walked was of love, and one would think,
I know how to love, that is me,
And realize that things in are world do not have to be the way they are,
We all contribute to the ruins of our world,
We all pay the price,
We all watch each other suffer, hurt, fail, and fall daily,
With open eyes and ears,
It is a norm,
Because we seek what we want to seek in this life,
Not what we should,
I have loved blindly,
But now I cannot be shaken,
My heart has been crushed,
But rebirth has taken its place.
My energy remains positive,
Even when I feel the magnetic strength of the negatives,
I continue to fight on,
Every step I take with faith, strength, and drive,
My intention is not to come out alive,
Because I know it is my soul that I must keep safe,
When this life is long over, my body at rest,
I always remember His saying:
'Sit thou at my right hand until I make thine enemies thy footstool.'
Amen.
Daily Thoughts
Love,
Amilee
Sunday, January 19, 2014
Corinthians Chapter II
Corinthians Chapter II
1 And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech, or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God.
2 For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified.
3 And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling.
4 And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit, and of power.
5 That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.
6 Howbeit, we speak wisdom among them that are perfect: yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought:
7 But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom which God ordained before the world unto our glory;
8 Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.
9 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.
10 But God had revealed them unto us by his Spirit; for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God.
11 For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man , but the Spirit of God.
12 Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God.
13 Which things also we speak, not in the words which is man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual.
14 But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.
15 But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man.
16 For who hath known the mind of the Lord, that he may instruct him? But we have the mind of Christ.
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Up and Down
Up and down,
down and up,
Hard to believe the time is coming for us,
Lord knows I put in the work,
Time flies, but I know what I'm going for,
My purpose, my future,
It never seemed clearer,
Got my eyes opened wide,
No time to hide,
Never terrified,
Nor surprised,
Of the many cruel actions of mankind,
He got bigger plans in mind,
Up and down,
down and up,
I sip my tea,
Guard my heart and thoughts safely,
Patience is the true recipe,
Endurance and hope adds the flavor,
Prayer is the teabag,
Your spirit is the aroma,
I have learned to seek good karma,
Up and down,
down and up,
I give it all, I give it all I got,
A childhood of being lost,
But now I as a young woman I am found,
And still forever I am learning thus,
And I lead with my heart, my dreams, open arms,
Inspire and lead the youth,
Accepted full serenity,
Being nobody but me,
Unbreakable woman,
Revolutionary. Believe.
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Revolutionary Woman 2014
Dream. Live those Dreams.
Learn. From Your Mistakes. Do not Repeat them.
Dance and sing a song of rejoice everyday, like no one's watching,
Be comfortable in your own skin,
Love to love,
Never back down,
Spread Your Wings and Fly,
Keep Faith,
Work Hard,
Lend your service to others, somehow and some way daily,
Keep in moving,
Never look back,
Don't worry about tomorrow,
Let Him worry about that,
Give Them Something to Talk About,
Free-Spirit, Free Soul, One Love
Moon Child
Wise Owl Lady
Learn. From Your Mistakes. Do not Repeat them.
Dance and sing a song of rejoice everyday, like no one's watching,
Be comfortable in your own skin,
Love to love,
Never back down,
Spread Your Wings and Fly,
Keep Faith,
Work Hard,
Lend your service to others, somehow and some way daily,
Keep in moving,
Never look back,
Don't worry about tomorrow,
Let Him worry about that,
Give Them Something to Talk About,
Free-Spirit, Free Soul, One Love
Moon Child
Wise Owl Lady
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Wisdom At 24
" WHEN I WAS A CHILD, I SPAKE AS A CHILD,
I UNDERSTOOD AS A CHILD, I THOUGHT AS A CHILD:
BUT WHEN I BECAME A MAN, I PUT AWAY CHILDISH THINGS.
FOR NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY;
BUT THEN FACE TO FACE:
NOW I KNOW IN PART; BUT THEN SHALL I KNOW EVEN
AS ALSO I AM KNOWN.
AND NOW ABIDETH FAITH, HOPE, CHARITY,
THESE THREE; BUT THE GREATEST OF THESE
IS CHARITY."
-I CORINTHIANS 13: 11-13.
(READ FROM THE THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY SERIES BY KARLEEN KOEN (PHENOMENAL READ)
'When I was a little girl,
I used to see a world full of different types of people,
Of all shapes, sizes, colors, looks, personalities, cultures,
Yeah these people lived in this world with me,
I used to dream and think that I lived in a world where the country I lived in was full of happy, loving people in a world where everyone came together as one and helped each other to be what ever our teachers told us we could be as children.
Then I grew up a little bit too early,
Saw that the world I was living in was actually my country,
I saw the pain, poverty, struggles, and cruelties of a large ball of mass of many countries,
Filled with a broken mass of people,
The production of history's decisions,
We wouldn't have been able to choose,
Even if we had wanted to.
Had to wake up,
The nightmares became real,
Those years are now becoming a blur,
For wisdom will diminish,
The foolish, naive tendencies of a young girl.
Now... at the age of 24,
I see the pen and the pay roll,
I feel like what i've been through in life,
Has quadrupled my age, my wisdom,
My childhood and adulthood combined,
I see that my generation is next in line,
Demanding, Taking, Expression Change, We'll Show you Freedom Life
Things are happening so fast,
I don't even remember the last time that I had time,
When you live in a day and age,
Where dreams tend to often die,
Or the dreamer dies first without the chance to fly,
Seems you got to just get up and simply do it,
Swallow your pride.
For now I see face to face,
Now I will know,
As I Also Am Known,
In a world that destroys it's very own kind,
I never question why I would desire to know
Any other life,
Than the one He wills for me that is divine.
Monday, January 13, 2014
What a Life
'Sometimes I just got to sit here for real,
And I think, man, what a life,
It seems that one moment I'm there, I'm here, then I'm there and then I forget how to feel,
Too focused that I cannot even allow myself to feel any strife,
It takes a whole lot of negatives for such a strong positive to underestimate His Greatness,
So I just live my life, work hard, have patience...
Know that my book is already written,
The way things are looking I just might truly live a life of blissfulness,
My heart had reached a point of exigence,
The age that I live in, this generation is changing existence,
Perhaps, we got all these stories so twisted,
Heck, what do we really know when we have forgotten how much, as one people, what to love and to live is,
My passion drives me more than the pain,
Because you take what has been given to you and then you have to take your aim,
Self-destruction, self-pity, self-loathing has never been my thing,
But to grow as a woman, to gain wisdom, fulfillment of love, peace, and service to youth, administer my gifts and charity to those in need.
This is not just something that I do.
I follow a strict game plan, but I only do it daily,
Because the future is clear,
For it has been written,
And I know that through all trials and tribulations,
His guidance, I cannot resist it,
From the darkness to the light,
I used to be so terrified,
Now I hold my head high,
Dance in the rain,
Gone with the Wind,
Relieved, because I'd rather give than gainsay again,
Because though my heart may hurt,
My spirit is strong,
Even the wealthiest and seemingly powerful are forgotten as time continues on,
But truly great legacies are everlasting,
They are these little imprints left in a world that somehow went so horribly wrong.
And I think, man, what a life,
It seems that one moment I'm there, I'm here, then I'm there and then I forget how to feel,
Too focused that I cannot even allow myself to feel any strife,
It takes a whole lot of negatives for such a strong positive to underestimate His Greatness,
So I just live my life, work hard, have patience...
Know that my book is already written,
The way things are looking I just might truly live a life of blissfulness,
My heart had reached a point of exigence,
The age that I live in, this generation is changing existence,
Perhaps, we got all these stories so twisted,
Heck, what do we really know when we have forgotten how much, as one people, what to love and to live is,
My passion drives me more than the pain,
Because you take what has been given to you and then you have to take your aim,
Self-destruction, self-pity, self-loathing has never been my thing,
But to grow as a woman, to gain wisdom, fulfillment of love, peace, and service to youth, administer my gifts and charity to those in need.
This is not just something that I do.
I follow a strict game plan, but I only do it daily,
Because the future is clear,
For it has been written,
And I know that through all trials and tribulations,
His guidance, I cannot resist it,
From the darkness to the light,
I used to be so terrified,
Now I hold my head high,
Dance in the rain,
Gone with the Wind,
Relieved, because I'd rather give than gainsay again,
Because though my heart may hurt,
My spirit is strong,
Even the wealthiest and seemingly powerful are forgotten as time continues on,
But truly great legacies are everlasting,
They are these little imprints left in a world that somehow went so horribly wrong.
Sunday, January 12, 2014
Faith
Sometimes even I have to remind myself to slow down,
To take a moment to clear my mind and re-energize my soul.
To remember what really matters in this world,
Love, charity, selflessness, sacrifice, and faith in Thy Father,
Sometimes my heart gets heavy with sorrow,
And I keep worrying about tomorrow,
I stress myself out over what I cannot change,
If it's not one thing, it's the other, and I find that it is myself that I always blame,
Anticipating a change,
Seeking the impossible,
Knowing that the time is coming,
For His will to take place,
So today I decided to take a walk,
Feel the wind caress my face,
I decided to pray,
To take full charge of my day,
With utter thankfulness in His grace,
Listen to Beethoven play,
Think about the better days,
Realized that sometimes life doesn't go my way,
And that's okay,
The storms must come in life,
To clear the way for the blessings of the future,
For what is the rainbow without the rain?
The illness without the healer?
The dream without the dreamer?
The soul without the faith?
Never underestimate his greatness,
Because just when I thought I would go mad,
His power surged right through me and took all anger and vengeance away from my heart.
So let go of fear, hard times, and struggles, worries, and negative energy.
Think twice of hurtful words spoken and destructive thoughts towards your brothers and sisters,
At the end of the day, you only damage yourself, your heart, and you have not won, but very much have lost.
To take a moment to clear my mind and re-energize my soul.
To remember what really matters in this world,
Love, charity, selflessness, sacrifice, and faith in Thy Father,
Sometimes my heart gets heavy with sorrow,
And I keep worrying about tomorrow,
I stress myself out over what I cannot change,
If it's not one thing, it's the other, and I find that it is myself that I always blame,
Anticipating a change,
Seeking the impossible,
Knowing that the time is coming,
For His will to take place,
So today I decided to take a walk,
Feel the wind caress my face,
I decided to pray,
To take full charge of my day,
With utter thankfulness in His grace,
Listen to Beethoven play,
Think about the better days,
Realized that sometimes life doesn't go my way,
And that's okay,
The storms must come in life,
To clear the way for the blessings of the future,
For what is the rainbow without the rain?
The illness without the healer?
The dream without the dreamer?
The soul without the faith?
Never underestimate his greatness,
Because just when I thought I would go mad,
His power surged right through me and took all anger and vengeance away from my heart.
So let go of fear, hard times, and struggles, worries, and negative energy.
Think twice of hurtful words spoken and destructive thoughts towards your brothers and sisters,
At the end of the day, you only damage yourself, your heart, and you have not won, but very much have lost.
CORINTHIANS CH. I
The First Epistle of PAUL, the Apostle to the CORINTHIANS.
1 Paul, called to be an apostle of Jesus Christ through the will of God, and Sosthenes our brother,
2 Unto the church of God which is at Corinth, to them that are sanctified in Christ Jesus, called to be saints, with all that in every place call upon the name of Jesus Christ our Lord, both theirs and ours:
3 Grace be unto you, and peace from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ.
4 I thank my God always on your behalf, for the grace of God which is given you by Jesus Christ;
5 That in every thing ye are enriched by him, in all utterance, and in all knowledge;
6 Even as the testimony of Christ was confirmed in you:
7 So that ye come behind in no gift; waiting for the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ:
8 Who shall also confirm you unto the end, that ye may be blameless in the day of our Lord Jesus Christ:
9 God is faithful, by whom ye were called unto the fellowship of his Son Jesus Christ our Lord.
10 Now I beseech you, brethren, by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that ye all speak the same thing, and that there be no divisions among you; but that ye be perfectly joined together in the same mind, and in the same judgment.
11 For it hath been declared unto me of you, my brethren, by them which are of the house of Chloe, that there are contentions among you.
12 Now this I say, that every one of you saith, I am of Paul; and I of Apollos; and I of Cephas; and I of Christ.
13 Is Christ divided? was Paul crucified for you? or were ye baptized in the name of Paul?
14 I thank God that I baptized none of you, but Crispus and Gaius;
15 Lest any should say that I had baptized in mine own name.
16 And I baptized also the household of Stephanas; besides, I know not whether I baptized any other.
17 For Christ sent me not to baptize, but to preach the gospel: not with wisdom of words, lest the cross of Christ should be made of none effect.
18 For the preaching of the cross is to them that perish foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of God.
19 For it is written, I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and will bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent.
20 Where is the wise? where is the scribe? where is the disputer of this world? hath not God made foolish the wisdom of this world?
21 For after that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of preaching to save them that believe.
22 For the Jews require a sign, and the Greeks seek wisdom:
23 But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumbling-block, and unto the Greeks foolishness;
24 But unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God.
25 Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men.
26 For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble are called:
27 But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;
28 And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are.
29 That no flesh should glory in his presence.
30 But of him are ye in Christ Jesus, who of God is made unto us wisdom, and righteousness and sanctification, and redemption:
31 That, according as it is written, He that glorieth, let him glory in the Lord.
Tuesday, January 7, 2014
My Journey of Love
There were times in my life,
Where I would sit there and wonder why,
True love was so hard to find,
But then as they say, when I was a child, I spake and thought as a child,
But now that I am a man, I set aside childish ways,
For now we see through a glass darkly, but then face to face,
And something inside of me woke up and I thought,
Why was I looking anyways?
Perhaps I am a hardened soul,
The Owl Lady that sits perched on her pedestal all alone,
Perhaps I have loved many times in error,
But more than anything I was consumed in my fear,
How could I have loved so much for so little?
Where did I go wrong?
It didn't seem to occur to me that what befell upon me,
Had to happen so I could become strong,
So yes, perhaps I loved blindly,
Perhaps I have now found my heart empty and cold,
But I pour my love into something else now,
I give my heart to those that I know receive it with open arms,
And love so in return,
Loneliness is not the enemy, but the force behind my wisdom,
His Spirit carries me forward,
For I have loved the fools and the cowards,
But no longer can a woman sit in a nest without having the chance to spread her wings,
For th e places to where I must journey no man, no soul, can possibly hinder me.
Where I would sit there and wonder why,
True love was so hard to find,
But then as they say, when I was a child, I spake and thought as a child,
But now that I am a man, I set aside childish ways,
For now we see through a glass darkly, but then face to face,
And something inside of me woke up and I thought,
Why was I looking anyways?
Perhaps I am a hardened soul,
The Owl Lady that sits perched on her pedestal all alone,
Perhaps I have loved many times in error,
But more than anything I was consumed in my fear,
How could I have loved so much for so little?
Where did I go wrong?
It didn't seem to occur to me that what befell upon me,
Had to happen so I could become strong,
So yes, perhaps I loved blindly,
Perhaps I have now found my heart empty and cold,
But I pour my love into something else now,
I give my heart to those that I know receive it with open arms,
And love so in return,
Loneliness is not the enemy, but the force behind my wisdom,
His Spirit carries me forward,
For I have loved the fools and the cowards,
But no longer can a woman sit in a nest without having the chance to spread her wings,
For th e places to where I must journey no man, no soul, can possibly hinder me.
Monday, January 6, 2014
Daily Poetry Inspiration: 'A Mess of A Mess'
Sometimes I find myself in a state of distress,
It's hard to sometimes understand this mess of a mess,
I find myself sometimes counting down the days,
Trying to maintain patience and I continue to pray,
Know I'd much rather be glorified this way,
Then living a lie and listening to what they say,
Know that through my courage and perseverance I inspire others,
Wouldn't trade now this life for another,
My suffering is my virtue, my heart is my weapon,
I still manage to pick myself up lesson after lesson,
I receive gratefully His blessings,
Finding acceptance that I cannot change and save the world,
But I can leave my imprint and save a child,
They'll never see me bluff, they'll never see me quit,
Day after day, journeying forward in this life of sin,
Perhaps the pessimism has made me an optimist,
Knowing that it will get worse than this,
Drives me to venture on forward for the next generation,
That'll have to learn how to deal with this,
Yes, sometimes I find myself in a state of distress,
And yes, it's hard to sometimes understand this mess of a mess,
But I remember His promise and I'll never forget,
No matter how hard it get's I know that I can handle this. Amen.
Sunday, January 5, 2014
New Woman From Within
New Woman From Within
Written December 31st, 2013
It seems that finally for once in my life,
I broke free from the negativity,
Let go of all the chains that bound me,
I stared at this woman I had become in the mirror,
Nakedly, flaws, scars, heartbreak, fears, no longer scared,
Betrayed, abandoned, alone,
But they would never know,
What it took for me to get here,
In a world that tries so hard not to let each other just live,
Born into this generation bringing about a change,
So huge, so revolutionary that I had to dive in,
I will be that breath of fresh air,
My light will shine so bright,
I will gather up all the lost children,
And we will all take flight,
Thy Father shall protect me,
While I carry out my duty, purpose, and honour,
As I simply follow my dreams, my visions, live my life,
I Shall love thy neighbor and thy enemy the same,
My legacy will not be accomplished in vain,
I've finally released this new woman from within,
And I tell you the truth, all this strong woman knows how to do is win.
The Meaning behind The Word
Once upon a time, back in my teens, I somehow, vaguely able to recall, came across this ancient book, from my mother's collectible belongings. Having always been a passionate lover of literature, this book always was special to me. However, it wasn't until I was much older, fresh from college, that I knew that this book was going to carry me to salvation. This book is the 1868 original edition of William W. Harding, unaltered, unchanged, in it's truest form, though slightly falling a part. I knew that once I had possession of this Holy Bible that I was meant to use it for a much larger purpose. I know that God, Thy Father, intended for me to re-write this book, in it's original format, unchanged, as it is and to share it somehow, some way, with all those that I can reach and share the Word with.
Once upon a time, this young girl found herself in a dark place, afraid, vengeful, naive, careless, alone, hurt, and unbelieving....
It baffles me that is took this long for me to finally see the light and recognize that my Father had been carrying through my battles, sufferings, and heartbreaks my whole life, despite my doubt, sins, and wrong sense of direction. I am now committed and fully devoted to fulfilling His prophesy and will for my purpose in life. As his servant, devoted daughter, and wise owl lady, I will continue my journey to go out into the world with love, share is Word, and give myself to the service of others, especially the children. In this year 2014, at the age of 24 I have decided to start re-writing this bible as sort of a blog, but in day and age of technology and interactive media, I know that this is just the beginning of my reach to others. But I have hope, faith, and good intentions and know that His teachings will extend to those who are willing and desiring to be saved.
Above all else, His Love for His people is real, I feel it everyday. Pray continuously, love each other as you love yourself, live your dreams, be wholesome and fervent in spirit, and go out and give yourselves to your Father through charitable service and good deeds, so that when the time comes for the Kingdom to return, your place in Heaven will be reserved.
'For many are called, But few are Chosen. Amen.'
Love,
Amilee Turner
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