(Since the season of love and romance is literally right around the corner, I wanted to share an excerpt on my very own personal vision of love)
"What a Woman Needs" by Wise Owl Lady
'All I know is that nowadays it seems that love is a game that two can play,
Yet deep down within my heart I know that it really isn't that way,
I know the woman that I am now and the girl that I once was,
I've known what it feels like to have all your love destroyed so that there became none;
It seemed that the doors that I knocked upon to give my love,
Were wicked ones, full of anger, pain, betrayal, and sorrow... it made me numb...
When I cried myself to sleep at night,
Tossing and turning with nightmares,
I reached for you and you were not there,
When I fell down to my lowest of lows,
I looked for you and you were not there,
When I tried and tried again to get you to accept my love and the woman that I've become,
You turned away, you left, couldn't handle the baggage that this woman brought,
Couldn't handle her pain, her loss, her tears, her tragedy,
You were so selfish, vain, greedy, vengeful, self-owing, prideful, and ignorant,
That you left me behind, abandoned me, and I was all alone in the dark....
I thought is was all over for me...
Then I saw a light,
I looked up upon it,
There He was, Thy Father,
He lifted me up, mended my broken wings,
Wiped away my tears, let His Son carry me,
He saw my prayers, my anguish, my weaknesses,
And he gave me the opportunity, as he always had, to right my wrongs,
I had to runaway,
Dust off the dirt, the doubt, the insecurities,
And become A WOMAN.
I had to let go of the past and all of the lies, make-believes, and what-ifs,
I had to accept, realize, and see His purpose for my life,
Thy Father's love is so real,
He knows every hole, gap, and wound within my heart and soul,
I saw my dreams come to life, right before my eyes,
When I walked away from the darkness, the negatives, and all the evil that was in my life and mind,
It still brings tears to my eyes,
Because He's so good to me, even when I feel that I deserve so little,
And I know that my purpose and impact in this world is extremely important,
I also realized that the Man that the Lord has prepared for me,
Will be a God-fearing man,
A man that may come with some bruises, scars, and tragedies of his own,
But we will come together in matching grinds, soldiers of Christ,
Knowing are impact will reach far and wide,
Inspiration, love, hope, charity, and sacrifice,
He and I will fight, side by side,
We will see our dreams come alive,
When the time is right,
I will see him and love him for the MAN that he IS,
He will see me and love me for the WOMAN that I AM,
Our energies will be destined to combine,
Our love will be like the cleansing of the rain,
The warmth of the sun's rays,
The caress of the wind,
And our passion will be this eternal flame,
I know that the Man that The Lord has yet to join me,
Will be the King of my Life forever and I his Queen,
We will know what true wealth means,
Rolling in rags and in riches, just laughing,
We know that the Kingdom we're shooting for is still Unseen,
His Kingdom Come, Thy Will Be done,
On Earth as It is in Heaven,
This will be the Grand Finale for me,
That is why I am not seeking out just any man for comfort, security, temporary,
The One will come to me,
There's is no other greater love to work towards than what He has planned for me. Wise Owl Lady
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